I'm finally awaken. Nothing can be as clear as today onwards. I finally know who I am, or what I'm doing. It is so clear that I could find my answer almost instantly. I'm really thankful to all my friends who help miie during the past.

If there is a word that can describe the current miie, I think that word would be destroyer. I destroy almost everything. Including happiness and misery. I'm not fit to be the super duper ultra happy girl, nor the most emotic girl in the world. I destroy everything, not even leaving a fragment behind. And somehow, I hate myself for that.

Comes to think of it. I really deserve all those pain and misery in the past. These are just something which I brought upon myself. My heart hurts when I know the truth, but I feel relax and clam when I know who am I. I seems to be built up by pain, misery and loss. All those loss, pain and misery helps miie know who am I. I really know what to do, and I will try my best to prevent such circumstances from happening again. Thanks guys, for helping miie out.




I HATE YOU, MELON, JUST DIE OFF ALONE, FOREVER.








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Wee, finished up my food chemistry paper today lurh. The paper still okie okie la, cux alot is still within my expectation. LOls, tok like this sure kenna bash up by people de. Muahahah. alright, currently now waiting for time to pass so that I can die peacefully tomorrow. I wonder how steward is going to sabo us.hmm..now my brain feel so tired. Ohya, the tupid charaMS!! I wan complain lurh! My bishop cannot genesis. WTH! ._. feel so sian now, mayb going back NYmaple le. swt...