I like watching anime. Because each and every anime brings me the emotion that I want to bring each time. Sad, happy, envy, angry, emo. Not only this, it also bring me out of reality. Out of this suituation, out of this circumstances. It just takes me away from something I don't want to face it.

How long can I endure? I really do not know. People say, In a blink of eyes, Years has pass. But to me, in a blink of eyes, only a second has pass. Every second is hard to endure. I want to run away. Really run as far as I could. I could not take it anymore, not even the slightest bit, not anymore..........




I hate myself.