MELON is broken. Completely broken down.
The eyes look as if it does not require love. The soloist eyes.
The tears that would not even roll down the cold icy cheek.
The heart that only pump ice blood around the body.
MELON want someone to look through her heart.
MELON wants to seal up her feelings.
MELON don't understand human's heart.
MELON thinks that human is nothing but a lump of flesh.

All these thoughts pump through my brain to my cells.
MELON looks like it's about to cry, but no tears is flowing out.
MELON want someone to trust her. And someone she can trust.
MELON want someone to wait for her, trust her and worried for her.
All these words are flowing around MELON.
Because, MELON feels unwanted. =(

MELON can't feel right now. MELON thinks that she does not need love.
She don't feel jealous at everything.
She doesn't feel suprise at anything.
MELON vision is blurry, MELON feels nothing.
MELON doesn't need a partner, because MELON doesn't need love.
MELON doesn't want to fall in love. Because there is no such things as perfect love.
MELON doesn't want to feel anything, because MELON always feel hurt.

How can MELON recover? MELON requires medication.
MELON wants to become a terrorist.
MELON want to be cold blooded.
How can MELON stop MELON?

I'm used to doing that by now, after all, alone.




Talk to me. If you don't, I feel like you don't need me and it breaks my heart.I'm worried about you. I love you.-USAMI AKIHIKO