Betowed

This matter is seriously getting out of hands. What will you do if you are told that freedom is no longer within your reach? Just because you graduated, just beacuse you're no longer a student, just because you're all grown up. And just because of your very own citizen.

Seriously, the amount of pressure I had, may be incomparable to others that are suffering out there, or some other people out there who is still struggling to clinge onto their very own lifes. Still, this pressure is just too much for a 19 years "old lady" like me.

Even so, when you're looking out for your future, you're still able to search for what you really want because you have the ample of time that a workaholic yearns for it. However, for me, for myself, I seriously wish I had this ample of time and the resources.

Imagine, having your very own family members to "threaten" you everyday just because you've done something wrong to begin with. To have everyone to look down at you just because you had that wrong step taken. What's with life when everything is smooth sailing and no mistake done? Am I no longer your child just because I did something wrong? Am I not your commerade just because whatever is done has been done?

Just to clear things up, this is not some essay that is blog to put blames on anyone. Nor it is something that put you in spot. This is just something I want to vent out. Because it just can't get cleared in my brain.



I choose to give up resisting, for I know, the results would eventually be the same.