The End

I didn't wanted to post my feelings on Facebook because I'd know you will saw it. I post it here because I have the confidence that you won't find it here. I just want to put my last and final piece of my feelings for you. I'm 21 this year, I'm no longer that the childish me that you have seen before. I've changed. But you didn't realise that.

For the past few years, we used to have the happy times, happy moments, and happy days. I really really treasure those days. Until the recent years, just some things changed. We lost those moments. It was a waste, seriously. I didn't realise that I had those feel for you until recently. I realise I have been watching you, till the extent I couldn't believe that myself. Everytime I passby those place, I wish I can see you, but I didn't. And it was only the recent conversation that I know, we couldn't even be friends anymore. I hate that, but the facts remain as facts.

I believe that I am a low esteem person. I don't have the confident like others to portray themselves. I wanted to change, and I'm changing slowly. But I know, no matter how much I change, in your eyes, I'm always that childish, nothing to do, boring, ugly, fat, low confident, lonely kind of person. And I give up on that.

Lastly, a really big thank you for the past. Thanks for taking care of me during my childish time. I believe I will continue to grow mature and florish beautifully. And I will never forget those days.

Thank you very much,
GoodBye :)
SeeHui