finally, today is the last day of my work at chomel company. Actually come to think of it, it was only a short period of time. i will miss all the ppl that work wth miie. like mi gua la, papaya, mushroom, corn and banana. sounds so cute rite? today after work when to eat lo, then went to plaza sing to shop around. after that went back to school to get my lecture notes and stuff. but when we went there, we could not find our book list. so we ask the aunty, then the aunty say" food science don have books der" i was like wat the? making miie come down for consective 2 days and then tell miie don have books? argh~

after that jiu went home liao. then slept from afternoon till night. hahaha pig lai der. upon reciving my "brother" the sms, then play audi with him. seeing him depress these few days really makes miie very sad. i hope i can be at his side wen he nids it. Kor, mux recover okie?=)

actually seeing him lidat, i oso feels that im not in a position to tell him wad to do oso la. cause rite now, im jus like him. waking down the streets in an empty body. i feel nothing these few days. jus like a walking cropse. yes, i do smile at my friends and stuff but i feel that that particular person was not miie. is like i have hibernate myself and isolate myself from this world. i wan to vanish. the urge to die has become stronger and stronger. mayb one day i will really jump of from one of the bulidings.

i was jus wondering, in this world, how many of the people i know can win the game i have set? the game which has no rule and the only rule is mi.my world has become darkness. full of sad and tears. it was like the world is crying out loud for miie, sad for miie and depress for miie cux i could no longer feel anything anymore. ever since that incident has happen, i do not cry anymore. no matter how sad the things has become, i jus could not cry it out loud. i jus wan to end off quickly.



sometimes i do feel that human is nthing but a lump of flesh...