Sometimes i jus wonder wad is the use of this blog? to let ppl noe how i feel? to let them see how sad im? i jus cant figure out the answer. but i think this blog does't really reflect my feeling that particular day but jus something i wan to share to all. the real feeling will not b blogged here. ppl may think that im being cool or wad, but that is jus miie. wad i think is that how well a person noes miie depends on how they feel and not looking at how i feel. mayb this may sound chim but then i cant find words to elborate on this. frankly speaking, im jus being a failure in my entire life till now. sometimes i jus culd not control my feelings. I regret, i sad, i cry, but i jus cant smile naturally in front of them. wad may seems to them may not seems to miie.i feel that this person blogging was not miie, is another miie. wad can i do? if i had known that the suitation would have ended up this way, i would not have wanted to know you in the first place. this would prevent miie and you from hurting each other. for now, jus pray hard that i would't hate u.=)