everyday schooling is a tiring thingy. u have to wake up early in the morning and get rdy to go to sch. haiz, today the lecture(mr Tay) was in a foul mood. so early in the morning genna scold by him. somemore, im his rep. haiz. after that jiu shi steward tan the lecture. same old thing, tok tok and tok non-stop. can go participate the non-stop techno party le. after that actually can go home der, cux pracs are cancelled. but have to stay back and do my project so, bo pian lo, stay back. rehrase reharse and reharse tok until i bo sia liao. jiu went to food lab craft my "dear" pumpkin. first time crafting it though, so the appearance abit, er hmm ar..hahaha

ppl always scold miie lack of confidence in myself. but actually, how can i have the confidence in myself after going through so many tides and waves? If you were miie, u wont have the confidence also, i garentee. sometimes is not that i dont wanna to be happy, is because i cant find a reason to be happy. all my past memories are like puzzles, scattered all over my brain, happiness mixed with misery = negative thoughts. and thats miie.recently listen to a particular music which made miie wanna cry. but i could not. because tears jus don't flow. but happiness also wont show. let miie get through this period of time and i think i will be happy, hopefully...

I know is impossible to love u, so jus let miie admire you from far without letting u knowing it...

Haloween??