I only want a hug like that from euu. and im able to end my life

I know that im a trouble maker and i create nothing but trouble. so wont it be better if i were to disappear in all of ur life? nothing excites miie nowadays and nothing can make miie happy. since im such a troublesome person to please in the first place, so wont it be better if i were to die off? i miss eu, miss eu till my mind is crazy. lonely is something im afraid the most. the period of time when im being left alone is the time when i really feel like killing people. i really hate that bunch of people. even till now. how i wish eu are by my side, tell miie and correct my mind. i wan nothing, but euu.








Sinking down deep into the quick sand...